red light incantations spit into small cup after incantations brushing lips not kissing visualizing golden circle protective light surrounding two touching bodies holding rocks cutting each other too lightly with exactos small pinpricks, want to drink lit 3 candles and incense, counterclockwise kissed, i sucked his cock, touched myself til i came, came again in his mouth, he came in mine, we said each others names drank 3 liquids out of small cup sealed desires in each others bodies bound ourselves fell asleep and he was sad again in the morning